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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
/ 10:07 AM
hais.. as i blog each day, i'd feel it'll be the last. i think im dying soon~ help~ is my maid going to kill me? i think so, but i hope not. i simply hate her, shes the greatest enemy i ever met..
yesterday.. for no sucky reason, she came to kick me, wth. it wasnt soft, neither was it hard. but how can i just.. let her child abuse? hahas, then i just shouted, "OI KICK ME FOR WHAT." in malay. then she was like, so damn attitude. then for pete's sake she was screaming& shouting in the kitchen. then i just like. treat her as siao dont care her lah. who knows, ccb! when my parents came home, she eventually cried, but i dont know how the fuck she made herself cried!! she said i've been bullying her since the day she came here. WTF? who's bullying who?! knnbcb. I WAS CURSING& SWEARING IN MY HEART, "FUCK THAT BITCH." then dad believed her, just because she.. sounded as if she was going to cry. wtf, cry only. I ALSO CAN ACT OUT LOR. accuse accuse accuse, all she knows is to accuse! wish her hell in her next life lah!! thank God i had erjie with me.. she told me to ignore people who bring unhappiness in my life. yes, i should really try that. but that dearest maid of mine made my parents.. somehow lose trust in me. for that, i hate her.. with truckloads of hatred!
this morning, she thought i had school. so she went into the room and screamed in an unpleasant way -> OI GOT SCHOOL ANOT. ccb, my name call oi ah? nabei. angry ah? not happy ah? then get lost loh!
calvin called at 5am+ this morning, about 6. then later.. erjie screamed "asshole"! hahaha, but she had no idea she did that! then.. my dearest maid woke erjie up at 0730{as asked} then erjie said in malay, "0730 lah.." then i was wondering, "huh? 0730 le what, she 0730 what?" then i asked erjie.. she thought it was 0630, LOL. but i told her, "huh? but afte kak wake you up, you woke up yourself after 5 minutes!" and also.. she had no idea she did that! =X
thanks erjie& sotong ball for consoling me yesterday.
also thanks calvin& maureen for cooling me down D:
ahh. its so damn early now, im feeling so hungry. but i just refuse to eat the food my dearest maid is going to cook, whahaha. i asked dad to buy me food but he refused to. just like calvin's ah ma? HAHA.
me: pa, help me buy food.
pa: NO! [angry voice]
me: why?
pa: ASK THE MAID GO BUY LAH.
fucktard lah, cant he just understand.. i purposely dont want eat the food my dearest maid cook/buy. yet he purposely do that! nabeh, he want wait until i kena food poisoning, die then he happy is it. ccb. he's always complaining that theres no houses for him to sell, yet he still sits outside the freaking pet shop everyday, no matter what! monday is an exception, cos they're closed on mondays, so he'd sit at the shop beside the petshop O.o wish him hell in his next life too! D:
i was crying last night.. and what mum said, made me cry more! she said this to me:
you should know this.. of all the three daughters i have, the one i dote most is you.. the one i care most is also you. no matter how busy i am at work, i'd always think of you. even before my death, i'd still think of you.. think about it.. i give you whatever you want.. even when im broke, i think of ways to raise money and buy whatever you want.. even your second sister is not so fortunate, theres many times when she doesnt get what she wants..
sob sob. its so touching! as i was typing them out.. i uncontrollably cried again ):
okay, shall update some more later in the day..
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